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Summer camp impressions
I was at summer camp. Evidently, by now, I'm too old to be at summer camp, so I was there as a coach. This particular one is at the ice rink where I work ( Read more... ) -
I wish I was done with this.
I love you, and I miss you, and I really wish I didn't ( Read more... ) -
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I can't believe it's been two months and I still miss you this fucking much. I never thought I'd be this person, and I'm trying not to be. I'm trying my hardest not to cling to my fucked up expectations of who we could become, and I'm failing and it HURTS. So please, I'm asking nicely here, don't stay lodged in my heart when it's clear that you're ( Read more... ) -
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I'm like a phoenix and I'll race you for life, put out this fire that has started to go wild. -
Between the shadow and the soul
I don't believe in much of anything. I don't believe in God. I don't believe in Karma, or luck, or horoscopes. I choose to put my faith in two things ( Read more... ) -
Stages of Grief
I have a new plan in this life. I will stick to it if I remember it correctly, and after it I will move on ( Read more... ) -
Aquella conversación que me debes.
Tengo que sentarte a que hablemos por horas. Necesito respuesta a varias cosas. Muchas de esas cosas son únicamente para levantarme el ego, pero eso está bien porque (además de que realmente lo necesito) se balancean con las cosas que quiero que tú sepas ( Read more... ) -
Update
Yay me for my first full meal after you. It's kinda ironic that it was with two of YOUR friends, but at this point I'll take whatever help I can get ( Read more... ) -
Still broody.
I hope you will come back. However, I've been hurt enough times that your promise to try again once things are better sounds empty by now. I want to be able to trust you, but you don't trust me. I want you back quite desperately, but right now the best I can hope for is that you're happy, and that I'm happy ( Read more... ) -
Breakups suck (reprise)
I don't think you can imagine how hard it is to keep it together right now. Because this feeling of helplessness is not something I enjoy. I feel jittery, I feel like puking, I smoked (which I NEVER do), and I am altogether too drained from school and work to sustain myself during the mental breakdown I'm due ( Read more... )