are not right here, but go to my userinfo and i put up a gallery of 15 pictures cause thats all it would allow. they are unedited but ill photoshop them later and reput them up under a journal entry hopefully if danielle shows me how.

taylor skinner, answer yo phone!

i love those times when all of a sudden everything's clear and you have this zen understanding of the world, life and death and pain and everything's okay exactly the way it is and youre gonna be alright no matter what path life takes and you look around and the world is such a beautiful place that it takes your breath away and every single thing ( Read more... )

so tired, my eyes are at half-mast and keep doing that slow blinking. they are trying to defy my commands and go to sleep anway. this is super bad cause ive been at work only 45 minutes and i have the rest of the 9 hour shift to go. i swrear to god it feels like im in the last hour and half and so the actual time surprises me. oh yeah... still ( Read more... )

kept track all day and so far, 13 times i have bitten my lip in the exact same spot. bloody ow. its a great day anyway!

its crazy when your whole world is turned upside down. its good when your ready for it. i guess its good even if your not ready for it but its dangerous then. the other night i finally saw my mom's side of the story. i grew up with her as the bad guy and my dad as the good guy. i remember even asking him when we were going places if we could leave ( Read more... )

3:15 am. that noise won't stop. It's like the way the microwave sounds when running but this time it won't ever beep. I feel the gravitational pull and i rock back and forward to fight that which wants my body. that being the... i don't know what's really making that sound and its really freaking me out. so i say "No. i can stop. i can stop i can ( Read more... )