hey, i'm back sooner than i thought here. only cause some shit happened today and i need to vent. then thoguh, i had a revalation and i need to write this down too so here i am and i'm ready to write ( Read more... )

Hey everyone! i haven't written in a long time. i keep wanting to, but i forgot, oops. well, everything is good. just finished my third semester today by taking my last final this morning at 8. fourth semester starts in a month, so i have sometime to rest up ( Read more... )

okay, i wrote only 5 days ago and i seemed so happy. i thought all my problems were solved when i got that job at bcf, but things have changed. 5 fucking days! i worked yesterday from 5pm to 10:15 pm. i went to sleep around midnight or so and woke up this morning at 6. all typical stuff for me. well, i was recently diagnosed with depression from my ( Read more... )

Alright, what's up everyone? big news today...i got a job at the burlington coat factory in nashua. i needed this job so bad. the one thing is, i got the job on the spot tonight. i literally walked in to turn in my app and they called out a manager and i had an interview right there in front of the doors. and i was hired right there. that was it. ( Read more... )

right now i'm sitting at chuck's laptop in his dorm room. chuck is laying on the bed reading for one of his classes for tomorrow. he's so cute. i thought i would just add that in. i'm up at newbury today (obviously) with chuck celebrating our one month. oh my god! he made me shake and cry today too. i have to tell you what he did. this guy is like ( Read more... )

last i wrote it was august 10th. since that date i have slept in my bed 4 times. let me fill you on my life as of right now. on august 14th i quit/got terminated from target. fucking target pieces of shit. and i say that with a deep love for them. they won't pay me for the work i did till august 14th and the prior paycheck. that's fucking illegal ( Read more... )

i'm so pissed right now. "brad" is so infuriating. he said the only way he'll stop being an ass to me is if i apoligize to him for being mad. FUCK HIM! and if that's not bad enough you know what the fucker said to me? after we fought and i told him i hate him he goes "who's chuck by the way?" i told him it was none of his business so he looks right ( Read more... )

it's been 3 weeks since i've last written in this thing. i've been meaning to do it but i have not been home in forever. if i'm not working at target then i'm in leominster with jes, james, matt, and chuck ( Read more... )

things are so sucky right now. the #1 sucky thing is this fucking math course i'm doing this summer. in the beginning it was real easy and i started off really well and thouht it would be no sweat. then i got a job. after that i am just to tired when i get home to worry about math. i mean, it's the farthest thing from my mind at that point. well, ( Read more... )

six degrees of seperation. it really means something. you know what it is, the trail. cause it really is a small world people. she will find out some way or another. always cover your tracks. such as this little diddy i heard today. elisha, my best buddy, is friends with a girl named beth from nashua. beth goes to rivier college. guess who else ( Read more... )