getting tired of putting up with it all ( Read more... )

im so stupid.

im so dumb.

how could i be so weak?

you good for nothing.

its all over.

because of me.

would he care?

maybe not.

maybe he didnt forget to tell me.

he just didnt want to.

i hate myself.

no call

no text

all day

no anything

im sad.

there are days  when i never want to let go of anything just to show that i can be strong ( Read more... )

i need to change. i just dont know how or where to start....

i dont want to be known as a bitch to everyone esp to my bf.
i dont want to want to cuss.
i dont want to want to do things that i normally would not do.
the list goes on.

i dont like myself...

...right now.

so. lets see whats been going on in my life.

my boyfriend's family hates me.

im failing a course, maybe 2.

i lost my bio lab.

life isnt good.

i have love for a boy ( Read more... )

I've realized who my true friends are.

and i will treasure them until the end.

[the end]

i just you knew how i felt and you felt the same way.

i want to disapper from school.