so she says she's too good for me. fuck it though because i don't date people who are full of shit and have gassed up heads. it hurts trying to get rid of all these feelings especially since getting over someone is exactly the same as when you first start liking someone and you haven't asked them out yet. shit. now i have to find a new baby mama. ( Read more... )

today and this whole week has been a fuckin mess. yesterday i got caught smoking in the parking lot with other people and we all got a warning. first day of school i got a refereal. sean roman is in my first period class which is tight as a motherfucker and it makes it fun to know people. i saw matt and shit this morning and troy goes to st. pete ( Read more... )

Life's not a bitch, life is a beautiful woman
you only call her a bitch
'cause she won't let you get that pussyToday's the last day of summer. No more getting fucked up into oblivion oh wait... I'm gonna celebrate by getting shitfaced in celebration. Not because I'm nervous about school but because it's a day of the week. In fact, there's not ( Read more... )

For some reason that old shaving jingle is stuck in my head. I'm at the library right now because it's impossible to update at my house with no phone. Either way I've had a lot more fun in the past few days. Chelsey dumped me ... again ... and this time there ain't shit I can do about it. Sucks ass but I'll live. I hung out with Zack on Firday and ( Read more... )

I've never seen the grinch or a lot of other good movies and since I can't go to Chelsey's house anymore I'll probably never get to. That makes me sad ( Read more... )

I had an interview at the Disney store this afternoon and I think I fuckin rocked it especially since the other person didn't show up. It was supposed to be a group interview but they just flaked so I think I'm destined to sling kick ass toys to little kids. I spent the rest of the day with my grandma. She gave me money to get a haircut and I'm so ( Read more... )

Happy Fourth of July. Having acknowledged a patriotic day means that I've mixed alcohol and xanax once again. I managed to get a pretty decent nod going but no matter how hard I try I can't stop thinking about the fact that Chelsey's probably drinking right now and that she drank before and lied to me about it. I can go a few minutes without ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of going through the same stuff over and over. We're trying again and hopefully it works this time. Sometimes I sit and think "what the fuck am i even doing spending all my time feeling bad and arguing like this" but Friday I'll probably remember when I get to hold her in my arms and know that she loves me ( Read more... )

I feel better for a little while then I feel like shit all over again ( Read more... )