I'm in a good mood! Usually when I write in this thing I'm ranting on about something. Today I went on the art trip instead of classes :). We went to philly and I went shopping at H&M with megannn, well I bought just a few shirts so I wouldnt consider it shopping per-say. Then everyone met up at U Arts and we all took a tour of the college. It is ( Read more... )

so Sat. night was better than fri. called out of work haha suckers and hung out with meghan all day. Then at 10:30 i picked up heather and went to a party in berlin which was fun and then drove kurn back to college and didnt get lost in philly!!! Props to meeeee. Got home at 4am and went to work sunday. Today I came home and got into a big fight ( Read more... )

I just had a terrible night/morning. I lost 30 fucking dollars and I lost it this morning when I woke up in my car. I have zero gas, and I realized that the money was gone when I went to the gas station this morning to get gas and only to find out I had no money to pay for it. I made a drunk upset phone call to Kurn last night and talked to him for ( Read more... )

I hate live journal. WTF? The text in my layout went retarded for some reason and I don't know how to fix it.

This is the loneliest I've ever felt so far in my life. I can't think of anyone who understands whats going throw my head. I just want someone to listen. That week was the worst, all I wanted to do was talk about it, and instead everyone just avoided me or changed the subject. It sucks when your parents don't care and are so oblivious, and your ( Read more... )

yesterday and last night were complete diseasters. I hate my life, I really do. Tomorrow I'm going to the doctors to get blood drawn to see if I have annemia(sp?). During certain parts of the day I get really dizzy and have to sit down if I'm standing, I'm tired all of the time even if I sleep for 10 hours or more. I never have energey, sometimes I ( Read more... )

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this is going to be a lot harder then I had expected....

We sleep through the problems, through those reaching out. We can't hear them, we only hear ourselves. It takes death to finally hear, death to wake us up. Death makes everyone want to listen, but it's too late because by then theres nothing to listen to.

Boys don't care about me at all. All they do is hurt me, and girls just talk about me. I miss Jill. I've missed her for the past year or two only this time it's different I won't see her tomorrow or next week, next month, or next year. I don't know when I will see her again or if I ever will. Everyones LJ posts this week have been about New Years ( Read more... )