Have lost 10 #s in a week!  Yay!  Probably not going to happen again anytime soon.  Proably soda weight because soda plumps you up, makes you retain water.  Anyhow, just wanted to put it into writing because I was excited.

well, I'm feeling the mileage, Mae West.  My hip is really bugging me.  I called my doctor on Friday because I was nearly in tears because of the pain.  They prescribed darvacet to go along with the ibuprofin on the condition that I make an appt with my doctor.  So, I did.  I have the appt on Wednesday.  Most likely, she'll order x-rays to confirm ( Read more... )

Leona bought a little barbie light for her neices that changes colors and rotates on the ceiling and I drop the thing in the back of her brother's truck all willy-nilly & break the light bulb.  Now I'm wondering if I broke the thing, period.  I told Leona that I'd buy the thing from her if I broke it, but there's no way to replace it.   I feel so ( Read more... )

Wish that I cld write some poetry, but I seem to be able to write when I'm depressed, or unhappy, not when I'm happy or content.  I shld be grateful, just suck it up, and not miss the poem that wants to flow out but that is stuck inside.  Maybe I shld write something about that--literary constipation, lol.   Sucks, though.  I'm a creative person ( Read more... )

D still chasing me, and I'm starting to wonder if I want to keep running.  Theresa and Leona really think I should let him catch me.   We'll see ( Read more... )

Was a rowdy day, lots of good old-fashioned fun.  Leona and I went to a few stores looking for piercing needles and wound up going to Sally's for a piercing gun kit.   Then we went to the mall and Leona watched me get my ear pierced so she knew what to do.   Pretty soon, Linda came over and we went over to Leona's house and we both got pierced, ( Read more... )

Say aloha to my check!  It's already gone.  Have ten dollars in the bank that aren't earmarked.  Have about $60 in cash and $16 in food stamps.  The end after that, more Friday to Friday, paycheck to paycheck living.  Cld go donate, but am real hesitant to do that for some reason.  Always feel so worn out from it.  It takes all my vitamins from me ( Read more... )

which sucks, since I am going to be essentially broke all over again.  Wanted to save money for Derek and Theresa's visits but it doesn't look like that's gonna happen.  Oh well, I guess ( Read more... )

am starting to have diffiulties being excited about doing laundry for the masseuse.  I do like three loads a day and fold them in addition to whatever laundry might be left in L's washing mahine or dryer everyday.  Then there's my laundry.  Just getting to the point where I don't even want to do my own laundy anymore.  It's a pain, you know?  Then  ( Read more... )

Knowing.  What a waste of film.  I can't get those images out of my head, of animals running out of a burning forest, on fire, screaming in pain, of faces melting under flames.  What kind of editor and director cld look at those scenes over and over in preparations of showing them to the public?  Fucked up. 
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Been trying to get a hold of Theresa ( Read more... )