yeah so i just created a new livejournal. because things are fucked up...

so mhwdbzns

blah!

NEW LIVEJOURNAL!

fuck yalllllll

shit is so confusing right now.. i dont really even know what to do. im just living as best as i can day by day. i have no plans. im just preparing myself for what is on its way i guess.. so the family thing is a biggggg issue right now. that i have no power what so ever. like. i dont know what i am supposed to do. i cant move back home even though ( Read more... )

well... change of plans ( Read more... )

i am fucking pist right now at jessica ( Read more... )

im upset and this might just be the worst day ever... i woke up and i was highly annoyed just because.. then me and kyle watched a movie. then i got on aim and talked to dad. my heart nearly stopped. why am i so scared....  its so confusing i guess. i want to scream. and josh (my co-worker) is being rude to me. defontiyl not my day. i want to go ( Read more... )

i cant stop crying

oh my god/

im fucking pissed

i need to get the fuck out of here

now

and again i passed out pretty early last night. ha its fun to hang out with a bunch of drunk people when you are sober. although ryan came over for a little bit. hes coo.. hes straightedge so he was sober too. we all talked and junk. it was fun. i put some more posters up on the wall.. because i have a feeling kyle doesnt plan on doing so any day ( Read more... )

people are here
way drunk
im sober
its weird
but fun
i think i'll go find something to do

lyle is amazing

hes rolling around laughing screaming im waassteddd

he bit me

damnit

haha k im going to go call someone