I refuse to play the embittered soul ( Read more... )

The halloween celibrations this year were undeniably fun, for everyone but me that is. Last year was the same way, I just felt lonely and isolated. Here, read this http://www.livejournal.com/users/laura_mars/2607.htmlRead more... )

Silly Steve letting me go to the library to work.

Actualy, I'm bored, I may end up working for reals. Hmm... What a shock.

Today was ridiculous. I don't know when I got this snobby, but suddenly I feel more mature than almost everyone I know ( Read more... )

( This... )

You're wrong. No one can.

I've got to try on my own...

(the secret is I'm still not safe without him)

Nicole is sitting right next to me updating her journal, what a funny feeling this is ( Read more... )

Inner bitch revealed, the re-veiled.

I don't lie when I tell you I hate myself, but I do it all for the love of you.

(so here's the story... http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/11427717/ )

( Song )

gonna write a poem tonight, gonna do my homework, soccer with elmo doll is funfun

gonna learn to deal with my shit 'cause things change and I can't stop them

I want to go do something fantabulous, must figure out if staying in town this weekend or next. must make plans and beg father for money...