I have a new journal. sparklytoast

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Over and out.

I hate this fucking journal. I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it ( Read more... )

I need to work on school from now until forever, I can only keep friends around me who will help me or cheer me on or just sit there and work too.It's a shame beacuse I keep telling that tall blond boy that I need to see him all the time, and pretty soon it really will be a week since I've seen the other one ( Read more... )

I'm happy and afraid. My heart doesn't know what to do, it's been a while, since it thought anyone could love it.
I hope I don't dissapoint her.

I'm a little lonely today ( Read more... )

Get it straight. I know who my real friends are, you don't know me, I'm not sure I want you to. I don't want to know you, you are boring and un-special and kind of scary.

I am going to go play with my real friends now. Also, they are not your friends, please leave them alone, they don't like you either.

Dumb dumb boy.

I've been fighting back tears all day. No one will understand beacuse I do not understand ( Read more... )

I asked her if she would still come with me to the abortion clinic and she looked at me with those afraid eyes ( Read more... )

Today I am flip flop mood swing. Make no semse sing along to the dial tone on your phone boys know we love them girls know I hate, no I don't. You know I'm afraid, I know she is better than I. And you. And you. And you. And you. And you. And you. And youyouyouyouyouyouyou ( Read more... )

I cannot remember the last time a teacher made me cry. I know it's not even anything he did, it's just that class and how awful it is for someone like me be in a writing class and actualy hate it. I HATE that class, and that makes me sick inside. I'm catching up on my work and then I'm just going to turn in independent work for credit from now on, ( Read more... )