Well, I haven't typed much lately because honestly just haven't felt like letting anyone in. Today is one month till my b-day. Things in my life have dulled out pretty much. I am not going to write about the things in this journal anymore that make people feel sorry for me. I am pretty sure there is a ton I could say that would make people feel ( Read more... )

Well, I have so much to type about but can't tonight just have had fake nails put on and don't have enough time to sit here to type out what i want. Well my sister and my brother are now both married. Not together of course. I am leaving in a few hours to take my sister to the airport for her honeymoon. And my brother is joinging the navy and now ( Read more... )

Why are people so fucking stupid!!??? Oh there is so much to update and still so many unanswered things in my life. I am leaving it at this for now and will update when I have more time and energy to do so. Moonlight Madness this weekend .....another weekend to get totally drained.

I am so happy this house is finially coming together. And no Tom I haven't even began the painting process. The landlord came and got the fridge off the porch. I hate to look trashy with so much piled on the porch. So I went out today and the girls bikes and our table and chairs are set up nicely. FINIALLY!! only took two months to get the landlord ( Read more... )

Well, today is the day I really get my MRI. They canceled the last one cause the spot they gave me wasn't open. So i am going to get my blood work done too. Then it's off to work. I have been working a lot lately i only get two days off a week and they are during the week so I really don't get time off cause I am with the kids all day long till ( Read more... )

Well, I just got back from a full weekend in Toledo. My sister's bridal shower went very well, although not many showed up. Then Mary had her birthday party. She is so funny she wanted nothing to do with her cake and was in bed taking a nap before she ever saw presents. So I sat there all by myself and opened her gifts and everyone left before she ( Read more... )

Well, I went into the doctor today after being in the ER friday night. I am having many more tests done to figure out what is causing the whole left side of my body to fall asleep or go numb however you want to put it. I have an MRI to schedule. My doctor would like to rule out small stroke or even MS. I would never have guessed things to be that ( Read more... )

Well this has been one of the most strangest weekends ever I think. Well, Friday night right before my first day on the job (first real day). I was so very excited about it too. I was watching TV when I had the tingly feeling as if the whole left side of my body from the top of my head to my toes had fallen asleep. I was taken to the hospital ( Read more... )

Well, for all of you that have fallen out of my loop recently. I moved back in with ryan in Feb. After getting back together with him earlier that month. I tried other paths in my life and none of them seemed right for me. It seemed I could only be happy with the life I had with Ryan. I am trying my hardest to make it work we will see what the ( Read more... )

WEll, I think I know where at least I am going today. I am goig to work on my marriage and really try to make things work. I love Ryan with all my heart. As far as the other person I am sure we won't ever go anywhere together much more then friends. I have to focus on my family, that is what is most important to me right now. I can't believe my ( Read more... )