I just hate this job....it's boring now. I'm more on the internet then doing my work. My boss is saying she'll look for work for me but instead she's doing her own work. Oh well....fine by me! She knows I have nothing to do now....so let me update this blog.

I'm gonna stop talking about Mike, I have done it tooo much!! Besides, he doesn't respond ( Read more... )

Had the interview this morning, but I'm not taken because I don't have much experience as a secretary...oh wel....I keep looking!

Hey people, guess what? i have job interview tomorrow-morning!! It's closer to my home only 15 minutes with public traffic!! I sooo hope i'll be taken!! I have applied for a job as a secretary at the Society of Bakeries. I saw it yesterday evening, read the function and just applied...and this morning I got a call for an interview as soon as ( Read more... )

Fuckingdammit!! For the second time my "credit-card" is lost!! :fuss: My mom and I went to Rotterdam and I wanted to pay the traintickets and saw that the card was missing from my wallet!!! I used my card last Wednesday to take money and i've put it back in my wallet. I have a feeling that a collgue of work is doing this to me :glare: Luckily he/ ( Read more... )

Oh I'm soooo glad that this day is over!! Work is just SH!T!! It's making tired, stressed out and sooo confused!! We have a programm called Tracé...that programm excist from steps A, B, C, D, E and F...all I have to do is D and E. So my collegue, Sila, explained perfectly how D goes and I understood it. She said to me that an other collegue Karen ( ( Read more... )

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Mike talked to me and I didn't even started!!! Damn, my heart was pumping when he started! He asked me how my St. Paddy's Day was, if I went to Haarlem, if I had found a new job yet....he showed interest in me! But it was a short chat cause he had to go to work...and he's still in Holland, in Wijk aan Zee to be exactly and he's here for 6 weeks now ( Read more... )

I just stood under the shower and the song "First time" of Robin Beck came on the radio. Then Mike popped into my mind. This weekend it's a year ago since I last seen him...but I don't know anymore if I still miss him...maybe I do or else I won't be thinking and crying about him...during listening the last words of the song, I realized I really ( Read more... )

My day was sooooo shitty!! Ok first I had to work for another departement, but I had to stay at my own place. My computer also needed a new programm so I can do my work. The guys from the computer business supposed to install that programm during the weekend but didn't happened. Finally after HOURS of making calls I had the programm on my computer ( Read more... )

Yups......Valentine's Day is coming! You'll see the most perfect couples walking by, looking into each other eyes, saying "I love you" every 5 minutes of that fucking day....blah!! I almost had a Valentine for myself....yeah sorry about starting about him again....ok for the ones who don't know:

Laast year, my best friend Tess and I sat in a bar, ( Read more... )