Everything i thought i had was perfect...till yesterday.
No signs no nothing.
He broke up with me...he said that i was high maintenance, and that he wasn't in love me, and he apparently can't find anything to like about me and doesn't know why.
I lost the love of my life and I want him back so so badly.
I've been up all night, my house reminds me of ( Read more... )

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So hmmm again...i'm still bad at this so current news in my life. School is going way better. WIBC was amazing in every way and I had sooo much fun. And met the most incredible people...one among them being Lewis who is currently my boyfriend as of 2 weeks ago :-). He truely has made a difference in my life for sure...i'm very grateful to have him ( Read more... )

So let's see it's november now and i havent posted since july. Well Senior year so far is off to an okay start. I'm not doing so good this year so i'm trying things to see if i can do good. Anyway ummm Well i talked to steve for the first time since the last day of school...and again he's dissappeard off the face of the earth...looks like that'sthe ( Read more... )

This week sucks. First i get diagnosed with mono...for the 2nd time now. fuuuuuuck. and found out one of my friends passed away from a meth overdose...wonderful. Fuck i'm in a bad mood...a bad bad mood.

Mer...okay so Basically it's summer and i'm loving it. Lets see...Pry Yoshiki Rafa and Farid have all left :-( . so that leaves 3...mer. So i've been hanging out with stephanie a lot. ummm my birthday was on the 27th...so now i'm officially 17. going to cali in a few weeks...ahvent talked to steve in forever...don't know what the deal with that is ( Read more... )

Okay so I quit TJ MAXX...and I saw charlie last weekend. umm steve and I have been hanging out a lot lately...which is nice. School is almost out. Seniors last day was yesturday...sad. I am going to miss Shane and pretty much all the exchange students so much. Farid and Yoshiki probably the most. I love Farid and I hate to see him go...i'm going to ( Read more... )

Okay so i havent updated in a month...so I figured it's finally time too. So here I go ( Read more... )

So yesturday was quite possibly the best day i've had in a long time. Obviously some people will get pissed at me for this but I do not care. Yesturday I smoked pot...in honor of 4-20. And this time I had so much fun. I was with Elle, Nick, Steph, Natalie and Justin. It was amazing. So anyway...I went to rehersal stoned...which was a weird thing.. ( Read more... )

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