i now cry at the coffee shop as well.


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first off before anyone thinks this is another laura is soooo melodramatic and hates her life sooooo much.... it's not. in fact these days it never is. i honestly love life. even the shit. i find ways to make it actually make me feel better in the longrun.... now and then it gets under my skin and venting is cathartic. okay? okay ( Read more... )

and here is a picture of me for those of you who lack myspace and possibly have any interest in seeing it...


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90% of my coworkers strongly dislike me ( Read more... )

out of breath and out of cash ( Read more... )

i haven't been having the best time of things ( Read more... )

so i'm a talker.
probably a bit more so than one might consider good.
but it serves me well enough.
and so i talk.
a whole lot.

(if you haven't picked up on it yet this is completely late night drivel about nothing)

i've always felt that the fact that i am aware of this habit makes it a bit more acceptable. there's no need to be embarrassed ( Read more... )

last year i officially picked up smoking again.

and not only did i pick it up, i chain smoked my way through 12 months of insanity with a vengeance.

as for this year i've decided i'm going to make a conscious effort to smoke more weed.

/begin rambling over analysis

yeah that's right ( Read more... )

one year ago i was beginning an out of control manic episode ( Read more... )

dealing with psychopaths at 7am.