define yourself.
who the fuck am i?
am i what i say i am
or what i want to be?
i said it, so it must be true for me...
but then who am i to you?
does my supposed honesty feel imposed?
am i who i am because it's up to me
or do exterior influences make this determination.

So we're drinkin’ drinkin’ drinkin’ drinkin’ coca-coca-cola
I can feel it rollin’ right on down
Oh right on down my throat
And as we're headed down the road towards tiny cities
made of ashes

moments of clarity.

surreal. surreal. surreal.

if it feels like a scene from a movie, you are having a good day.

even if the movie is depressing, in bad taste, or just plain awful.

at least it's a story to tell.

"this is really happening"

i'm far too easily amused.

i don't sleep enough.

9 am classes + being a night person = not cool.

at least so far all classes seem to be pretty dec.

still haven't had a day off work this year.
so that makes the count 27 days in a row... and still going.
and its pay week again. which rules.

when you find yourself holding back your words because you don't want to throw a truth at someone only to have it ill recieved. as if it weren't expected. as if they don't even know if you are joking from the initial statement because it seems so much more believable that what you've said isn't serious ( Read more... )

Where do we go from here?
The words are coming out all weird
Where are you now when I need you?

am i really sinking this low?

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in my mind i have formulated a million different ways of summing up the last year ( Read more... )

since i make money now i want to move out ( Read more... )

I GOT A RAISE! A TWO DOLLAR RAISE!! 11.50!! PROBABLY MORE HOURS/MORE RESPONSIBILITY BUT WHATEV!!!! I'VE ONLY BEEN HERE 3 MONTHS!!!! I STILL MAKE 6.75(STARTING PAY) AT THE ULTRA HELL!!!! WTF!!!!!

SOON: GET OUT OF DEBT!!! MOVE OUT!!!!!!!!