I am so confused.

Rolled around on kitchen floors.
Tied my tongue in pretty bows with yours.
And now we pass, and just like glass
I see through you.
 You see through me like I'm not there.

You could make my head swerve.
Used to know my every curve.
And now we meet on a street,
And I am blind. I can not find the heart I gave to you.

Sometimes what we think we really want we ( Read more... )

 This sucks. This is hard. I'm not as okay with this as I thought I was. I'm just not prepared for this. It's all for the best. Everyone will be happier. But I'm not ready to hear about all of these plans. Everything is going to change ( Read more... )

So it's been some months since I've felt like putting pen to paper -- or I guess, fingers to keyboard -- ... at least publicly. The last couple of months have been part of a large system of change that I've felt breaking over me for some time now... finally coming to a head. I won''t lie and say that it's been a good thing. It's been rough. There's ( Read more... )

So... LONDON?!?!

Didn't really see this coming! I totally auditioned for the school (Central School of Speech and Drama @ the Univ. of London) on a whim... knowing I didn't want to be in NY anymore right now. I totally didn't expect to be accepted on the spot... like it was a piece of cake of something!

It's terrifying, the thought of picking up my ( Read more... )

Gorgeous song. Feeling the lyrics as of late...

I don't know you
But I want you all the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You' ( Read more... )

ok no. I really really miss him. This was not supposed to happen. What the hell am I going to do about this?

fuck. I just want to see his face.

4 months and counting...

The rest of Israel was amazing. I didn't want to leave. I feel like I haven't really processed it enough to expound on it too much, but I definitely will be going back... maybe even to live someday. It's such an amazing thing to walk around this gorgeous country and everyone around you is Jewish! Our days were so full and rich and beautiful, and I ( Read more... )

So I'm back from my amazing journey.... I think it might be best to just copy and paste the 2 letters I managed to write to my family while away....

#1- Poland

Hi family!

So... here I am in gorgeous Krakow, Poland. Pretty exhausted... pardon any grammatical/spelling errors, but today was a good day. But I'll get to that in a bit.

We arrived in ( Read more... )

My car's arriving in about 10 minutes to take me to the airport where I will depart for Warsaw, Poland. I will spend 5 days in Poland, then 10 in Israel!!

Updates to come!