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quick vent
Why does it seem like everything is so much harder for me than everyone else in the program? I have to struggle so much just to keep up with what seems to come so easily to everyone else. Been working on this damn presentation for over a week and am still not even half way done... Amanda did hers in 2 days, I think. wtf.
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Wow, it has been ages since I posted here. I'm not even sure what I was going to write at this point, because instead of just writing a new entry, I foolishly went back and read the last one I'd posted. God a lot has happened since then.
I'm fast approaching the day I will take my qualifying exam. I've successfully made it through a little over a ( Read more... ) -
good times cruise... not so good without my camel...
I am feeling terribly down again today. After my last post, I was irate because of an email Mineh sent and then angry with myself that I’d been sad over everything and wanted to take my post down…. But now I’m sad all over again.
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God, I pretty much just want to cry right now. I want to talk to Mineh. I want to see him. I want to hug him. I want him to hold me and make everything better. But he can't. This whole mess is not entirely his fault. So if we're together, I would need to be trying just as hard to make him feel better, to fix things with him. I can't right now. I ( Read more... ) -
drunk... or something. sleep time...
all i want to do right now is puke. my throught is full of acid from puking already. i wish i was still with lisa and her friends. i might be staying with dana for a while. i wish i hadn't talked to dad. ugh. didn't want him to knw about all of this. mineh wants to "take a break' and that doesn't work for me. he always said he didn't believe in ( Read more... )
