Here's a rough draft of a bit of a sonnet I wrote reflecting on the worst year of my life ( Read more... )

...I'm just being honest ( Read more... )

ohhh my head...i can't even interpret my own thoughts anymore ( Read more... )

I had never been so anxious in my life.
Seeing someone you love hooked up to tubes running in and out of their veins, knowing they are having life changing surgery is never a pleasant experience. The fact that I was able to be with him through it all, up until they had to put him under was one of the most overwhelmingly powerful things I've ever ( Read more... )

...was incredibly successful
i purchased 4 new vinyl L.P.'s for myself all A'FUCKIN'MAZING finds!!!

FleetwoodMac-Rumors (i nearly orgasmed finding this L.P.)
Woodstock '69- 2 35's the first EVER available recording of woodstock VINYL
Aerosmith-Greatest Hits ( BIG ONES would be an EXCELLENT find in future weeks)
Elton John-Greatest Hits Vol. II (still ( Read more... )

i am currently having an iron & wine religious experience.

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Get your shit together.
what the fuck is wrong with you?
this man loves you.
he gives you his heart, you rip it out and dance circles around it;
all the while finding some sort of sick pleasure out of his pain.
i have never allowed myself to succeed,
nor have i succeeded at allowing myself to be genuinely happy.
He does everything in his power to make ( Read more... )

My chest feels like someone has reached in, grabbed both sides and pulled up and out.
Don't we all just do such an excellent job at sabatoging ourselves?
I know I've taken a silverspoon and most certainly began to dig my own grave.
If love was simple, then everyone would be in it.
Never easy to find, never easy to get, never easy to keep.
Why do we ( Read more... )

Why is it I can give everything to those who I don't want to have anything, but those who I want nothing more than to give everything to I can only give them an inch?

Chin up little girl. 
The answer is right before you. 
There's no way but your way.


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