for those of you that don't know, or i haven't gotten a chance to message or call you, my father passed away this morning ( Read more... )

i wish i knew what being strong meant. everyone keeps saying i'm strong, but i keep thinking they mean i'm cold and uncaring. i wish i knew what being strong was like, because i could really use someone who is right now ( Read more... )

i live in a fortress of oxycotin and locked windows. nothing i do is ever right, and nothing i do outside of it is ever known...
change is constant, but no one changes. i'm so bored, but so anxious...

i can't even express what i want... i feel so lost. gah. i have too much on my plate, but i like being busy. i need some time to figure out what i want. i have a few goals i need to accomplish this summer.. hopefully i get a few of them done... one is marrying cristaino ronaldo... that's the easiest goal... obviously. hahahahah fuck. i'm going ( Read more... )

i have a headache. will it ever stop?

so, i was at work the other day and there was a little boy in the bathroom with his mom and they were washing his hands. He looked at me and said "I JUST POOPED! AND I JUST PEE'D! I JUST POOPED LADY!" I said, "wow!!! That's so awesome! I'm so glad to hear that!!" and then I looked at his mother and said, "You might want to stop that habit soon ( Read more... )

i'm at the studio right now. i shot earlier today ( Read more... )

A hoy hoy ( Read more... )

i'm really looking forward to summer. I need to go on adventures outdoors. I miss being outside. I can't wait to have bonfires in my backyard and BBQs... etc. I'm looking forward to visiting people and mini road trips. I'm also excited about Hawaii in September. I can't wait, actually. I need a change in scenery. I miss being uncomfortable ( Read more... )

leaving tomorrow .... so much to do.