I went to an apple orchard today.  i'm trying to get inspired by the fall.  so far it's working.. a little.  there are so many things i want to do.  gah.  i can't do them all.  i am going to try and refocus some things this winter and really get my shit together.  traveling helped clear my head and made me appreciate things I have and made me ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm worthless...
i haven't gotten out of bed all day.
it might have been because i ate taco bell and white castle last night. sick. i feel disgusting.

anyone else?

jesus christ that's a pretty face.
kind you'd find on someone that could save.
if they don't put me away
it'll be a miracle.
do you belive you're missing out?
that everything good is happening somewhere else?
but without nobody in your bed
the night's hard to get through.

i want to read more bret easton ellis.
i feel so unavailable.. emtionally, physically and mentally... sick.

Two Weeks In Hawaii"

You've got your airplane
And I've got the plain air of here
You're gone and I've gone insane
Oh when will you reappear
I'm just some new kid
Who can't get his mind off of you
And I know that it's stupid

Cause you've got Hawaii
And I've gotten no letters from you
I should stop whining
Cause its only been a day or two...
I don't know what ( Read more... )

i am so excited to go to california and drive back with vena.  i feel like it's going to be so liberating.. maybe i'll burn my bra.  no i'll probably need it.  our supply list for one week on the road is as follows:

bucket hats
cigarette holders
hoodies
fake mustaches
party hats
christmas lights
(at least) one 6 pack of beer in the car at all times
mardi ( Read more... )

Ever since I was young your word is the word that always won. Worry and wake the ones you love. A phone call I'd rather not receive. Please use my body while I sleep. My lungs are fresh and yours to keep, Kept clean and they will let you breathe. Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry? I am the watch you always wear but you forget ( Read more... )

she's my best girl
she's got six strings
she knows all about these
heartbreak and things
and though her eyes might not shine
she's always by my side
hell, she's all mine
for all night
she's my best girl by far
she's all mine
for all night
and she'll never break my heart

thank you Lucero

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remember the night i got really drunk and hit on a guy in a band and then had to walk 2 miles home at 2 in the morning? hahaha it was hillarious? i also played playboy pinball by myself.. it was a good night spent deservingly alone...