1. Do you have nice neighbors ( Read more... )

theres still hope!

i miss the good old days when sharing the same bed was a big deal and it was special. we wouldnt do anything but it was enough. we've become so good and easy that its almost hard, almost.

someone please let me work for free for your fashion company this summer. i promise i wont mess up your coffee orders or crash your computer. everything ive looked forward to for this year has been such a disappointment. dont get me wrong i LOVED being abroad but it wasnt at all what i expected (not making any friends, being so alone etc etc) ( Read more... )

ive realized that since this summer i have not had any quality girl friend time. in italy i didnt connect with anyone the way i do with webb caroline sam goss keri jaclyn maura etc, and then winter break came and it was so hectic, i saw everyone once then was wisked away to pennsylvania and maryland, then to maine with ross, then canada where i ( Read more... )

i love my room at school. its the first room ive had since i moved out of gloucester thats felt like home. being here at school is the only thing in my life that hasnt changed in the past year. its nice having a constant. my room at woburn, even after i slightly unpacked, still has all of my belongings in boxes, nothing hanging on the wall, no ( Read more... )

i love having a house. i love having amazing roommates. i love ross being so happy. i love valentines day is so soon. i love erica mitchell for doing this so i can do them when i cant fall asleep ( Read more... )

there isnt even an obituary. he came home. he died. there wont be a funeral until summer, it all seems like an after thought. like oh, hes gone. i dont want it to be an afterthought. his kids dont even care, i just i dont understand when memom died it was like the world stopped, with uncle peter its just kept going

why do i keep doing this? stupid. stupid. stupid ( Read more... )

i hate not living at home. i hate not seeing my friends. i hate not having plans for new years. i hate that this summer everyone was like "lauren shut up we will totally drive to woburn" and no one believed me when i called their bluff.