yeah
im coming back
for permanent
love it?
hate it?
idc. see you in the summer

Thanksgiving...
a good day
with lots of FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the matter of 3 weeks i was:
*cheated on
*ignored
*and dumped

w0w
that was a smart one

im still pretty confused about yesterday
all the way to the movies yesterday my mom lectured me about zakk
how i should keep my eyes open and such
we faught all the way there
i defended him the whole way
and then
we was 40 minutes late
evedentally he had car trouble, that truck is really fucked up to begin with andhe is always having issues with his cell
i ( Read more... )

has sucked some major balls
i wish i could just go to sleep and wake up tomorrow
i cant hang out with anyone today
more specifically, zakk
cause my dad is an asshole
and all ive done today is fight the torrent of mexicans in walmart
i fucking hate walmart
and i cant stand the "humans" that reside there
i fucking hate walmart

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i love practicing with the band!
we worked on "Swamped" by lacuna coil all day and it sounded awesome
its so kool to be in a band with your boyfriend
especially when he looks so hot playing guitar
TEE HEE
he was even singing harmony too!
Mein Gott! i could have died right there!

i feel so tired after working out earlier today and then practice right after

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at 12 Zakk called, we talked for a while about random shit and then he had to get off so he could wake up for work today ( Read more... )

so i went to the marketplace today
was gonna see Transformers with Zakk...
but it was sold out, so we hung out with our friends
Vanessa,Chelsea,Micheal,Art,[arts friends name here],and Johnny for starters
definately NOT what i wanted
Johnny hit on me the whole time, if i had mace, i would have shoved it up his ass
everytime i was talking to Zakk, he'd ( Read more... )

i got a new microphone, microphone stand, hugeass amp and a mixing board all today!
i dont think theyve ever  spent so much money on me at one time before
i called my bandmates and they were so psyched, we needed a mixing board really bad
and i couldnt hear myself over them last week
zakk said we might have practice tomorrow
that would be kool, id ( Read more... )

i dont know how to feel today. i figure ill just let my fingers fall on the keyboards as i think. i found the ending song to Anistasia, which has to be one of the best songs in the world. i think its funny how im starting to have feelings for Casey again. We broke up in eigh grade, i moved to fl and he to tx. hes visiting bako for a couple of ( Read more... )