4 Christmas' ago I was chasing after a boy I barely knew, praying he was following my every move. 3 Christmas' ago we were together and happy, getting drunk at my house opening gifts and enjoying each others company. 2 Christmas' we were very much together and knew the change ahead would be our greatest obstacle yet, we'd been apart for long ( Read more... )

Nobody is real and everyone is just out for themselves, including me. But I am TRYING to do good and be the best possible friend I can. I miss having guy friends and real girlfriends. Shannon and Janssen are all iseem to have these days. I love them to death but sometimes still want more. Always wanting more ( Read more... )

School is going by FAST. This week is already gone and I'm thrilled. Fall Break is next weekend and I'm going home, yay ( Read more... )

It was so hard to leave this time. So much harder than the first and I'm not too sure why. Maybe it was PMS, way over-emotional from the soon to come period ( Read more... )

Murray ( Read more... )

I'm all signed up for my classes ( Read more... )

So far, everything has been going the right way ( Read more... )

I'm doing the right thing. I'm going away August 16th, going away on my own in my own truck with my own money and most of my belongings. I'm leaving this town I've called home for the past 16 years to make a new home in Kentucky.

Murray State, here I come.

my one night of relaxation. I work Tuesday throught Sunday, Mondays I don't work but use that day for laundry, cleaning, and extra work around the house. Father's Day at work was GOOD to me, cleared 130 by 12:30. I even tipped the bus boys extra 'cause they were awesome ( Read more... )

It's midnight and I'm up reading old journal entries and all caught up in the past. I can;t help but remember and sometimes wish I could have changed the things that happened, prevented certain people from leaving my life. Little entries and snippets from a couple years ago have me down and out because I rarely, if ever talk to any of those ( Read more... )