Lately: I realized spending your life with someone who pretty much does nothing for himself or others, is probably going to end in a lifetime of misery. So, I started brainstorming...maybe if I nag enough, he'll get a job and provide for his family. Maybe he'll want to worry about his son's future, and health care, and wellbeing, and making sure he ( Read more... )

It's been a while, I have to stop putting off my journal entries. So much is going on and I really should be writing it all down. Memories man ( Read more... )

Hm so what's new with me? Let's have a breakdown...
♥ Work is great, stackin that $$$
♥ Bills are paid.
♥ Dean will be a year old in less than two months!
♥ Life is just amazing!

and that's all!

So what's new with me? Too much. Dean is getting way too big. He'll be a year old in two months. He's crawling at full speed now, getting into everything. Lifting himself into a standing position and walking around the room holding onto things. I'm just waiting for the day when he takes off and walks on his own, because I know it's soon. Very soon ( Read more... )

Last Saturday was a decent day. I went into the Jeep dealership to see if they had any black Jeep Wrangler Unlimited's, and lucky for me, they did. So I bought one. It's great not having to take Dean in & out of a small car. It's great having room. It's great that I can go grocery shopping now and actually have a place to put the bags. I love the ( Read more... )

I'm not going to deny the fact that I've been very confused & depressed lately. Sometimes people think about things especially when they are alone all day long. I'm upset that I'm living a life I don't want to live. I'm alone all day every day, taking care of a child on my own. I can't go do every day tasks as I used to because Dean is my ( Read more... )

I'm getting very close with my mother-in-law. She is so wonderful to me. I am so lucky to have her. She talks to me all the time, asks me for advice and listens. She is always here for me. Always buying cute little things that she thinks I would like, and in return I do the same for her. She even agrees with me 99% of the time when Chris & I argue ( Read more... )

Work was great that night despite how frustrated I was going in. I love the changing of the season and how everything is getting back to normal. I was about to give up but then it got better right in the nick of time. I just want to be able to make sure I can afford to live in a house of my own ( Read more... )

It's raining out so I have time to write in this. This place is absolutely beautiful. Ft. Meyers Beach is honestly one of the nicest places I've been. I would leave everything behind in NJ to live here. It's stunning. The weather is perfect. It's sunny and the perfect temperature. Everyone told me it would be cold and to bring a jacket, but they ( Read more... )

I really wish I saw more real people talking about real things on here, like the old days. Writing word for word how their day was, in perfect sequence. I miss that. Livejournal used to be the shit back in the day. Anyway, moving on ( Read more... )