Well Long time no...talk. I got a new journal..

www.livejournal.com/users/lilmieri333

Other than that..life sucks. Anxiety/DP are really weird right now and i dont have any friends that i go out with outside of shcool cuz were just not like that but they actually have lives i dont. ugh whatever i just wanted to wirte my new journal in hre

Today is ok. I watched The Perfect Score. it wasnt that great but oh well something to do. Claire K told me shes going to MAC!!!!!!!! i cant belieev it. I told her I hated IW and she asked why don't I change schools too? then I started wondering why don't I? I hate IW ..i hate the work and the people and how i know everyone. But im not gonnna ( Read more... )

[It's actualy July 4, 2004 but this stupid livejournal clock is all screwed up ( Read more... )

this has been a very bad bad week. I am so confused. beyond confusion. I wish I was a normal freaking person. I have derpersonalization (Depersonalization Disorder is a disorder affecting emotions and behavior. It is characterized by an change in how an affected individual perceives or experiences his or her sense of self. The usual sense of one's ( Read more... )

Hellooo. Today was a good day. Still blah but better than blah I guess. Not as blah. today i went to school and it was ok. I have more of an appetite. oh yeah and if you click on my friends link sorry i forgot i am in a vent community now or something. blah. lol. i guess ill vent about some people because theres nothing else to talk about. ( Read more... )

well...my cousin had her baby today. Normally, I would be happy but I'm pretty blah. What's new. Last night I went to the mall to get my dad a present. For some reason I hate the fricking mall. Probably because I've had so many occasions where I go and have a full blown panic attack walking around by myself. It sucks. But this time I wasnt ( Read more... )

Hellooo. a lot has been going on with me. and i dont mean fun. i mean mentally ( Read more... )

ughhim ao fucking annoyed at everything adn everyone. im so bord with my boring life and im not satisfied with anything and everyoner is really annoying me why dont i have any motherfucking friends. UGHGJKSGhgkjsssssssssssssh everyone is gay. everyone is sucha hypocrite and i have no one to hang out with

FUCK I HATE THE LAKERSSSSSSSSSSSSS .4 what the fuck!!!!!!!!

heyyy im in such a good mood right now. i was listening to switchfoot last night the cd clair burned for me like 10 yrs ago...and its so good!!1 i love god and redemption and 24!! they are great songs and some good lyrics ( Read more... )