i have a problem. i dettach myself from people very easily. it started as a good thing, a survival mechanism 2 yrs ago...probably a 1 or 2 too late honestly. now that, it's inflitrated my system and i can't figure out if i turn off to people too quickly, or if maybe it's a good thing ( Read more... )

ever have one of those days where everything feels like a lie? today is one of those days for me. fuck,...well, everything.

i think...and i may retract...but i think i'm a smitten kitten. and, with someone um...QUITE outside my age group. don't worry, i'm exercising caution and not getting too far ahead of myself, although that is quite the trend these days. but i don't know...the frozen black heart of mine seems to be awakening unexpectedly. to be continued....

so, i've officially been asked to be a bride's maid in sarah's wedding. despite some reservations, i am excited for the actual wedding. i know all of the bridal party, am friends with her family (her dad even asked if i was gonna be a bridesmaid and was glad that the answer was yes...always nice to hear your friend's families like you, in general ( Read more... )

sarah and doug are officially engaged after 2 months of dating. congrats.

seriously. y'all don't make sense...and it's comical! my friend joel is acting fucked up, but whatev. i'm not gonna comment further cuz it don't feel right, considering i haven't always done things the way he wished i would ( Read more... )

i'm well into my second year here in denver and i've been experiencing sophomore slump of sorts. i'm not saying that i don't like denver or i want to leave...it's just been so blah since 2008 started ( Read more... )

i enjoy listening to casey talk about her new boyfriend. i have no troubles talking to karen about her elijah. randy and i always talk about the ups and downs of our dating lives. i admire ron and jessica's marriage. i'm ANNOYED at BOTH overnight couples. yup, another friend of mine started dating a guy (strangely enough, one of randy's ( Read more... )

a friend of mine annouced that her very new boyfriend asked her parents for her hand in marriage today. they gave him/them their blessing. and they're already planning the wedding for september...of 2008 ( Read more... )

so, travis and i have been DUNZO for well over a week now. i have to say, i'm glad. i do not miss him. i feel like this happened 6 months ago already. however, i do have some emotional aftermath from him. i feel like he was a backwards step. i don't usually date people that are passive aggressive, not terribly chivalrious, and if i start to, ( Read more... )