-crazy doug is all moved out of sarah's house. good ridance ( Read more... )

the night travis and i split, sarah had her first kiss with doug, her about to be fiancee (although now, ex fiancee---THANK GOD!). the night sarah and doug split, i had my first kiss with eric. interesting cycle we started. but, considering how things worked out with sarah and doug, good omen or bad omen? lol.

3 weeks in counting. 3 weeks exactly. will my biggest hope of the year come true?

Anyone who knows me knows that this year has brought some challenges with decisions I've made about my career, that uh, less-than-fun break-up I went through earlier this summer, as well as a few questions I've had to ask about certain people in my life. I was in a funk for this past summer, and within the past month I've been crawling out of it ( Read more... )

so one of the only guys who i've ever been head over heals for is back in the picture. don't take me too seriously though...he's in south carolina. but he's been inching his way back into my life very slowly since xmas of last year. i didn't take it too seriously last yr, and frankly i'm still not. however, i'd be lying if certain wheels in my ( Read more... )

you say you're not suprised we're so alike.

we're not.

you say you marvel at the fact that i can always meet new people.

i have to.

partly, because of you.

the northeast trip was a big success! i'm feeling much more centered now that i'm back in colorado. sometimes you need to be far away from you problems to get a real perspective of how to deal with them up close. the biggest way in that i finally feel like myself again is i feel like i've regained my 'glass half full' status. that's been ( Read more... )

finally. i got my first wave of home-sickness earlier this summer. if you've been reading my blog you know i've been a hot mess in general. lately, i can't even sleep well through the night. i've been taking sleep aids to help. i've grown more emotional by the day. i don't know who my friends are. i'm scared to take real steps in my career ( Read more... )

i've been so much fun lately, haven't i? well, sadly the negative streak isn't ending today ( Read more... )

yup. the one who taped my shit to his door. asked to be my friend again on myspace- no message. still passive aggressive. and, i did have a local number call me earlier this week that i didn't recognize. (i deleted him out of my phone). now i wonder if it was him. what does he want? i don't think i even want to talk to him, or humor ( Read more... )