i've been such a negative nancy lately...and i'm so not thrilled with that. the past 2 months have been really strange and i'm having trouble 100% getting back into a positive groove. i think once i for sure get a place to move into and actually move, things will start to clear up. there's nothing like new scenery to bring on a new perspective/ ( Read more... )

so word on the street is that mizz georgie has cried her way home to cali. no more denver for her! aw shucks! (can you hear my sarcasm?)

1. not thinking about doomsday 2012 ( Read more... )

ugh. so why not vent to lj, right? from least relevant to my life to most ( Read more... )

i had SUCH a crush on brad renfro when i was 12-14ish and am saddened to hear that he died on tuesday! he was a really talented actor who did some pretty cool indie flicks over the past few years while trying to kick a drug problem. (for those who don't know him, he was in the client, the cure, tom and huck, apt pupil, ghost world, bully, tart, ( Read more... )

long story short, i had a dream last night that i fell in love. completely and utterly in love. and even in the dream, i fell in love against a lot of odds/hurdles. it was one of those dreams where the feeling was real- not surreal. it felt good. after i woke up, i was sad to realize that i am not in love with anyone ( Read more... )

so i was at a bar in littleton last night with sarah. there was a shitty band playing, so we went to the back of the bar where it was a lot more low key (and much more quiet). we're sitting in 2 chairs and we get into a pretty heavy conversation. all of a sudden, this dude who was playing pool grabs a chair and sits with us. he says ( Read more... )

screw this is your brain on drugs. my brain feels like an egg being beat, or frying...or whatever it is that rachael leigh cook would freak out doing in those commercials ( Read more... )

one of the top 5 most evil people i've ever met just got engaged. and to a guy who worships her.

i am a believer in karma, but sometimes the journey of it confuses me greatly.

so a year after my dad died, i was kinda dating this guy. i kept pushing him away and never let us be a full boyfriend-girlfriend. i pretty much drove the poor dude crazy, because even when we weren't dating we were best friends and did everything together. i clung to this kid more than i ever have to anyone or any boyfriend i've ever had. i ( Read more... )