Will life ever get better? Will it ever make sense?
Will I ever find a purpose? Happiness? Will it ever get EASIER?

I'm actually grateful Josue left me,
I have accomplished more in the past
3 months then I ever did when I was with him.

Thank you, you have made me a stronger person
& I'll never let anyone do what you did to me again.

I've drank enough alcohol to fill ( Read more... )

I know being 19 is still young but
I haven't done shit with my life since I turned
18 & graduated high school.

Everyone around me is either pregnant, getting
married, moved out of there parents house,
graduating college, or establishing a stable career.

I need to get my ass into gear already.

School isn't for me, so I'm never going back.

Now what?

I don't want to be in love with an alcoholic anymore.
Please change, for me?

:(

All I ever spend my money on is food & gas.

I want to start saving for a shopping spree,
I need new summer clothes anyways.

Oh & I still haven't paid my mom back.
I think I still owe her like $120.
FML.

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IT'S YOUR HUMAN RIGHT TO MAKE YOUR OWN DECISIONS.
& if you don't have a heartbeat, IT DOESN'T FUCKING COUNT.

STOP JUDGING PEOPLE.

You're no better than anyone else on this planet so stop acting
that way & maybe people would stop hating you.

[EDIT]

FYI: You have a heartbeat @ 8 weeks.