...and i think i finally let go. (you either know or you dont)

xoxo, lauren

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you ( Read more... )

Congrats to all my seniors!!! Class of 2005

you better not forget me.... : \   i'll be sad if you do

its kinda scary to think that next year i'll be graduating but im so excited!!!

xoxo, me

...How far do I have to go, or push you away to make you see... it hurts soo much to see you just walkin around with other girls... or laughing with one. I want to love you with everything I have but you wont let me... you wont let me show you that you make me happier then i have ever been... i just want to show you that... but i cant... all i can ( Read more... )

Tonight was far from perfect but it was one of the best nights ever... it started out rough. but got better as the night went on....

The concert friggin rocked. Women's Show basically did 50x better than ( Read more... )

when i looked over at you last night...i couldnt help but imagine that i was her. just the thought brought the biggest smile to my face but then you kissed her and my smile faded away. i honestly felt my heart break in half....

whether you want to believe me or ( Read more... )

It's my birthday....and so far it's been unbelievably amazing

.....<3

I can't be losing sleep
over this, no I can't
and now I cannot stop pacing
give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
if my mind would just stop racing

cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening....

this is over my head
but underneath my feet
cause by tomorrow morning
I'll have this thing beat
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i know so many people are confused as to what is going through my head right now. and to be honest i dont even know so i'll fill you in as much as i can. the only time my thoughts seem to come together is when i just let them spill out when im talking to jonny. so here...know all you want about my life...i dont care anymore.

i'm so unbelievably ( Read more... )

I'm tired of feeling that I CAN'T cry, I'm tired of having feelings that I don't understand, I'm tired of having to explain things to people or myself, I'm tired of not being ABLE to explain, I'm tired of looking at things differently than other people look at them. I'm…TIRED of hating people, of having people hate me, of...of loving people who ( Read more... )