My grades are going down pretty badly ( Read more... )

for the most part, i'm too busy to think about it ( Read more... )

I saw someone in the mirror today.
I stopped for a moment to stare,
For I'd never seen her in this place before.
She sometimes pops up in my old photographs-
    her complexion clearer than mine
    her hair more controllable than mine
    her smile shining brighter than mine
    surrounded by my closest friends
    in my dearest memories
        being ( Read more... )

my grandmaw's new sermon:

"I see you and matt together way way too much, and you know i'm only ever looking out for your best interests... but when a girl is by a guy's house too much, you know what the neighbors think."

so, now i'm a whore.

p.s.
little side note, matt's next door neighbor is his aunt.

i've got that same old feeling again...

it's like a bad bad reoccurring dream.
it's not alright.

{insert random incoherent crazy noises here}

what am i even working towards, here?
if anyone knows, feel free to fill me in.

it's like no matter what i do, i'm living someone else's life.

i'm sick of people.
i'm sick of what they have to say.
i'm sick of ( Read more... )

relief is the best feeling in the world ( Read more... )

i have to go to the doctor tomorrow... *hopefully* one last blood test ( Read more... )

i can't sleep ( Read more... )

no, really ( Read more... )

so yeah... better now (i think ( Read more... )