Call it what u want..

[laurxoxbabe]

I dont kno what to do with myself nemore. I feel out there and empty. Im not happy, and i cant hide it nemore. I wake up everyday pretending im ok,i walk around with a smile on my face and my head against the wind. But in my heart, i feel like im burning, like theres nothin out there for me. Like theres no reason to get out of bed in the morning,

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im not tryin 2 fight with you

[xsodone]

im not more in2 my friends now..and i didnt make plans with u bcz me and chris dont get along and hez always with us so... i was like nah im not even gona bother bcz i dont feel like fighing with u nor him. and if u want 2 hang out sat. u can but u no how my mom is - i prob wont be able 2 go out and ull just wana go 2 chris's...so wut wud be the point? but i want u 2 come over sat but i doubt u will want 2 with nothing 2 do. and i do think u r preoccupied with chris but im not fightin with u..well ttul bye i love you
<3 the cousin

Re: im not tryin 2 fight with you

[laurxoxbabe]

Lets juss add on to the list of problems for me :)
Just when i thought i had my cousin bak.. heh

Lets not fite tho

<3 Laura

Re: im not tryin 2 fight with you

[xsodone]

im not trying 2 add on problems..
and u have me back but its never
gona be like it was b4 u and
chris got 2gather....but im back
and im not leaving you !..
me and chris dont get along
and u always have his side so..
i dont wana fight wit u nor him.
so if u wana hang out with ME let me
no bcz id love 2 hang out with u
possibly sat? if ud like..? or if u
want 2..or if u dont have plans with chris
i dont wana fight with you..
<3 the cousin