it seems like everyday is good then gets bad ( Read more... )

well 2day ended up bad....once again..the day was good then i came home...ya then it all went down hill i got 2 fight with my mom once again...idk how much more i can take of this fighting bullshit

grrr im pissed and i miss jon

buh bye

well 2day was good then got bad well this morning i went 2 jons house was there till like 6 then came home..well i came home the the fightin started between me and my mom once again... ahhh ( Read more... )

well kady left this morning at like 10 then i went 2 get Jon* and we went 2 the mall i did some skool shoppin then me and jon* ate some food then we went back 2 his house then joe came over there - i was there till like 4:30 then he had 2 go 2 work....and now im doing nothin bcz kady ditched me :) and my cuz can get a ride 2 my house.. my mom got ( Read more... )

well yesterday i went 2 mehrnush's chilled there with some ppl then my mom pick up me and kady from there we went 2 pick up jon* then we went 2 BJ's bought a mattress and then came back 2 my house kady left 4 a lil bit then came back then me jon n kady watched a movie... im so happy i can see jon .. and i dont havta sneak it anymore <3....jon left ( Read more... )

well monday was the worst day of my life so much shit happened... tuesday..wasnt all 2 much better 4 me...
and today was so much better then mon or tues i can see jon again :) im so happy my life isnt falling apart anymore ...i got 2 see jon tonight and that made me so happy..i have the biggest smile on my face...

i love jon <33333333

im tired

ya well everyday that goes by keeps getting harder and harder bcz of the whole boyfriend break up thing ... i cant just 4 get about 5 months...and no1 seems 2 understand that...well...surprisingly my mom has been letting me out a lil bit since i moved back home...idk how much longer thats gonna last 4 tho..she still dont trust me..she still wont ( Read more... )

i havnt wrote in here in a long time.. alot has been going on... well for 1 thing i moved back in2 my moms house... idk if that was a mistake yet..she told me i cant see my BF anymore and if i do..im in deep shit...ya that is killin me.. i cant sleep at night anymore bcz all i think about is him... i dont wana eat anymore either .. i met him in ( Read more... )

i dont have a journal anymore....nor a screen name for now..so uhmmm see ya around

today was really gay...well last night i found sum1 journal page all about me ... ya i wasnt 2 happy and i didnt no who the girl was then 2day i found out shez in my grade IN MY SKOOL IN MY TEAM and sits at my fucking lunch table wow...im very suprised 2 didnt fight her and get suspened...but instead me and lauren fought this ugly ass 7th grader ( Read more... )