I found out how to make my journal do this shit.. finally. and i was going thru my all my pictures.. n i just felt like puttin some on here..so .. heres some of the retarded parts of my life.. all for u .


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Hmm yesterday was a reallly good day. I passed my permit test lol. umm then the rest of the day me n trish were just all hyped up about stupid shit lol. Haha, chris was supposed to pik me up from school but instead i told him just to meet me at my house. me n trish stayed after til 230 then we went back to my house. when we got there chris n ( Read more... )

So its all finally coming to together. Im finally taking my life back, and im not gonna care what anyone else says or thinks. This is my life I'll live how i want. All these feelings i had about being alone, seemed to go away. Its just like little things that bring me back up. I stayed after with trish today, for what 30 mins? lol.. and it just ( Read more... )

Wow,lookin back on my last journal entry, It hurt alot to myself what i said about my boyfriend. what i was thinking at the time..god only knows. I feel really bad.. i hurt him alot with what i said, and instead of caring about how he felt.. i was a bicth :/ sides of me he still hasnt seen. heh.But he does care alot about me, and i realize that ( Read more... )

I dont kno what to do with myself nemore. I feel out there and empty. Im not happy, and i cant hide it nemore. I wake up everyday pretending im ok,i walk around with a smile on my face and my head against the wind. But in my heart, i feel like im burning, like theres nothin out there for me. Like theres no reason to get out of bed in the morning, ( Read more... )

Sigh today was very very veryyyy gay. We got our drivers ed review shit.. im gona fail my test i bet it lol. just becus im a retard! 2nd period i faught with alex. heh. I went home like 20 mins into 3rd period. haha i hate school i realllllllly do. i dont care about it nemore. lol and tomorrow we have a meetin with my 4th period teacher, im ( Read more... )

Yay!! yay!!! hehe, i just got off the fone with carly. heh shes the best " why dont u go outside and play hide and go fuck urself." Sigh do i miss my little children, her n cac. They were so awesome. Thats when life was so much more less complicated. I try so hard to make everyone and everythin in my life happy. I really do. Currently the cousin is ( Read more... )

Yea, so it was snowing out when i woke up, so me n paulie stayed home.. taking a "mental health" day. like its gonna help. Chris passed his test!! Thank you god ( Read more... )

Well since people r deciding to be assholes n write in my journal about random things..this is gonna be friends only. I love the way people talk shit about me when i have no effin idea who they r . katie? dont believe i kno 1. but yeh who cares.. Ef u all. heh. Yep so peace out fuckers

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Yep, so today i hung out wth my cousin til like 3. we did the stupid shit we always do..and im kinda in a bad mood rite now so if this sounds bitchy.. deal wit it ;) Neway, yep me n the cousin sat around.. i wish i was able to go bak to her house today, cause then maybe i wudnt be in this fuckin mood ( Read more... )