So to answer my 2nd to last post question of is it worth it? Yes it was/is worth it. Never having to sleep alone because I know he will always be there.. Waiting all day for him to come home after work just to get a kiss from him..Hearing my son talk more and more everyday.. calling me mom instead of mommy.. My family not worring about me on drugs ( Read more... )

Jonathan I cant comment on your page my phone gets caught up on some advertizement on your page. Soooo I just wanted to let you know that you suck and here in oregon it rains more than anything eles. One min itll be rainy then itll be sunny then hella hail comes roaring down then sunny again lol its probably one of the most craziest weather states.

Today is my husbands birthday! I love him so much. Unfortunatly I am feeling a little down. I sometimes think about the person I was able to be when I was alone. I could talk to whomever I want. I miss my guy friends sometimes. A lot of them had problems tthat I loved to help them with just cause thats the type of person I am not ccause I liked ( Read more... )

So I called my doctor who is an ob doctor to see about getting a referal to a sleep specialist. I spoke with the MA and she said that my insurance would probably not cover it and I should go see a pcp. So she gives me a name of a clinic to try to see for my insomnia stating hopefully they are accepting new patients. Wow.... They really care. Isnt ( Read more... )

Finally was able to get online and add people to my livejournal! Now to post some things!

So I totally forgot to call the doctor today. Ugh. Anyway I rearanged the living room making a section for baby care. It has the babys awesome bassinet and a glider and a side table to set bottles and shit like that on and a mirror on the wall. It looks nice. Lol I cant wait to have this baby. Im so tierd of being fat and sober. What a lame ( Read more... )

Sooooo I did my moms hair. It looks nice. She liked it so thats all that matters. I have to clean like a bitch today and I cant f'n sleep like always! Oh happy late 420!! I got married yesterday =o) Im now Mrs. Bear! Haha I love it. Side note: Sometimes its hard to have your present run into your past. Im really happy with ( Read more... )

Ugh. Can't sleep again. I feel like this baby is growing before my eyes and my pelvis hurts ugh ha there is so much coming up in the next few days. Im getting married in 5 days and I still dont know what to wear. We are going to the circus on sat. Thats going to be nutty ha and I have to have the whole house picked up before april 20th because some ( Read more... )

So today is my sons birthday which I havent even updated my life on here yet. He is two today! I love him =o) I'm going to be getting married april 20th, 2010 to allen who if youve back read my journal you would know that ive loved him for such a long time and met him online when I was 17. Our second child will be born in june 2010. AmaZing huh. I ( Read more... )

Wow. I cant even believe I am posting a message on my live journal! I havent been on here for years and it's still around i'm so excited! I am posting this from my phone and now I am so anxious to get on a computer to see who still uses this and see my past posting. I'll post more tommorrow! I love live journal lol