I really need to start noting shit in here, its tye one place i have alwats been able to write withiout going somewhere else

So its the weekend again..and i didnt reamize it yesterday when my husband stated acting strange as usual. He just snaps like changes all of a sudden.. so i ddcided im going to start writting here everynight to keep log of the insanity ( Read more... )

I really wish i could share a link and you could just click on it to view and feel everythint that i have inside. That way you could understand my saddness to its full extent.
Ive never been 247 with a person and feel so completely alone. What is worse is who we are supposed to be to each other and who we were.
Ite still unreal to me..

Just when you think you might make a

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I just don't know how to live without you

Sure Ive been in love ( Read more... )

Today I regret the night i put that ring on, You akways have them fucking excuses..I pray to god you reveel what his truth is.

Big homie better grow up.

I really don't know how in the hell I could be so blind and naive that I can continue to denie something I strongly know I am wrong to deny for ( Read more... )

Time to stir shit up

Blah Im 33 weeks pregnant so technaclly I have 7 more weeks to go but since I have to have a c-section I am going to have the baby a week early. Im soooooo ready and excited to have Nathaniel born. I know that once he is born im going to remember how much easier it was while I was waiting for him to be born. Grr haha