yesterday was fabulous. I have a boyfriend. My mind is spinning with thoughts though; rational thoughts and many irrational thoughts. Thoughts about Michael, good and bad. Thoughts about Sven, and what last night meant. And every once in a while thoughts about the conglomeration of other people who have been in my heart. I don't think I'll try to ( Read more... )

darn thinking about ethan. as much as I had been wanting to have a less busy class schedule, and am enjoying the free time, it would probably be better to not have so much free time. For one thing I manage my time less well than before, and for another thing I sit around and get sad about ethan not calling more. I watched meet joe black tonight, ( Read more... )

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I saw ethan today, and I'm not sure how positive that was. I was nevous all day thinking I might run into him, thinking every other person I saw was him. Then I passed him on the deserted stairs in miller. Maybe he just needed to get to class, but he didn't seem overly enthusiastic. I've done a really amazing job not calling or writing him; really ( Read more... )

I found pictures of all of them, and the ones I couldn't find I just replaced with pictures of really hott people. I scrolled through all of them, and when I got to the end my heart skipped a beat. The most beautiful person was at the end, and none of the other ones mattered. It was a pretty great feeling ( Read more... )

I like my sheepskin rug. I've had just 'bout as long as i can remember, but havn't seen in for many years. After me mum left it seemed to have rematerialized into my life ( Read more... )

I am having the most fabulous day! I really can't express how amazing it has been. I guess that working in the library is just the coolest thing ever.

I was worried for a moment that perhaps I would rather be in portland than munich. I might miss knowing the language. What if Aiyana moves to ptown, how much would that suck ( Read more... )

I should have started studying earlier. I should have finished my paper earlier. She should have kept her slut self away from him. I should just not hate her. She should not be such a c**t. I should hate her.

I am quite tired. I would really like to go to sleep. Unfortunitly, if I did I might not get up in time to finish my paper, and that would pose a problem. gahhhrrrblele