Che just put me in a really bad mood. Before I really liked talking to him and now I think that I'll try to avoid it.
It looks as if ben is over though. Whatever.

Okay, wow, so Glenn and I slept on Max's couch last night. We kissed.

Ben. Compairing. Bad. Love? No.

I was just talking to Jason Webley, in English, in real life. I think I'll write about it later. It was f-ing amazing. Wow. My life is gorgeous. Ben babe, I love you.

I was talking to Jason Webley last night in german. In a dream that is.

when the lights go down in Georgia
and the wind is whisky wine
the camp fires as bright as the city lights
and the windows far behind

yeah, I'm fucking drunk and emo as hell, fuck

Almost 3am. Havn't started my paper yet. Starting to have aprehension about Ben. Not based on anything solid. Don't know what I'm thinking. Nothing has changed. He is still wonderful and gorgeous. Want him to love me. Shouldn't worry about what Michael says. Want him to walk in and hug me. Don't want to worry about papers. Wish they were all done ( Read more... )

( what to do with life... )

We walked to the flag pole, jumped off a wall and kissed under a tree for a while. Then some kid and his dad were playing tenis so we talked down in the ravine. We sat by a creek and let our feet be immersed in the clear water. We talked about the summer, he wants to come visit me, and for me to come up to portland as well. He is so sweet and... ( Read more... )

And again with the dreaded date, it creeps up on me so!
Last night was another no homework night. It was very worth it though. Apparently things wern't awkward, and I spent the night in his room. We went climbing first though, up on olin, and then templeton. It was a really amazing night. I absolutely love cuddeling.

I talked to Andrew, he made me feel much more confident about things. From the pieces of conversation I heard, I have gathered that G is single. This is funny to me. Yesterday was absolutely amazing; completely worth not doing any homework. The night ended in a slightly awkward fashon...but I'm just erasing that from my memory ( Read more... )