that face will haunt my dreams

inadequate.

( last night... )

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I really love the boy. I fell fast and hard and never recovered. I have been denying it daily, covering it over with evil feelings every time I see him, but it hasn't gone away. There was a reason for my feelings and it hasn't just vanished into thin air. I'm sure that its a good thing somehow, or is it?

Life has been good. I've spent a lot of time a the theatre for the dance show. I hung out with Ben thurs, fri & sat nights. I'd tend to say that it is not going so well. Sat night was really fun though, I went outside with him so he could smoke and we talked all proper like with accents for a few minutes; it was quite entertaining and hott ( Read more... )

( hmmm... )

( Joy, more joy & gladness!!! )

( tuesday->friday )

( friday->monday )