So I couldnt see Jarrad yesterday because of the snow and it really pissed me off. I know I'm seeing him twice next week and even spending the night next Friday but he asked me to see him and I promised him I would. So now I feel shitty because I couldnt go. I wrote him letter appoligizing for it even though the weather isnt my fault. Anyho I miss ( Read more... )

OMG! HE WROTE BACK!!!!...again. Jarrad wrote back. I'm so excited. This so totally makes my day. When dad told me that I received a eltter from him I couldnt wait to get home to read it. Oh man. Im in such a good mood now. I love him!! I'm deffinetly going to see him on Monday. Im so excited. Then next weekend February 3rd Im sleeping over his moms ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do anymore. Im so confused about Jarrad. I love him or like him alot? I would soend the rest of my life with him if i could. I dont agree wit the drugs and he knows that. Hes trying to wuit and he doesnt offer me any. He knows. People at work and my friends keep yelling at me to just walk away. they say its not worth it that I'm ( Read more... )

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Jarrad wrote back!!!!!!! eeek! He makes me so happy. He gets out of jail on the 30th. yay! i miss him. im going to visit him on Monday. I dont know what to wear. Anywho i slept over crystal's house last night and we had a great time as usual. we went shopping and i bought 2 new outfits. i lost more weight how i dont know and now im a size 7. so i ( Read more... )

im so bored. school needs to hurry up and start again. i have two more weeks of being bored out of my mind. ugh. dad is in a bad mood. he hasnt eatin anything sicne the day before yesterday. he asked me if i wanted to go to lunch and told me to choose i gave him four options and he took me to the mall so icould eat chick terryaki but he didnt want ( Read more... )

i'm so tired and my mouth still hurts. my jaw line is bruised from getting my wisdom teeth out last week. thank god i can eat again. i cant live off of soup and bread. not enough food for me. i ate way too much at dinner last night but i didnt care. i love food! i lost almost ten pounds and i dont know how. i weighed myself the other day and the ( Read more... )

well my life hasnt really gotten much better. dad still isnt working and jarrad is in ajil. i miss him :( 5-8 months is a long time. im gonna go visit him though now that hes aloud visitors. people at work tell me that should just walk aaway leave him be. that hes too much trouble. blah blah blah. they dont see him the way i do or know him the way ( Read more... )

nothing to update on. dad is stil not working. im stressed beyong belief. im sick again and extremely tired. i slept in yesterday and i still feel like i havent slept. teachers need to stop ginving papers and projects before finals. im ready to die. if i get one more paper/project im seriously gonna cry. its like high school all over again. i can ( Read more... )

i hate my life. i hate my dad. i need to move the fuck out asap. life sucks. im wicked stressed and i need a job that pays more to afford my bills. im so screwed right now and i have to where to go without getting in trouble. i just need to get away but i cant be cause my dad wont let me. apparently im not 18 so i cant do n e tihng. im so stressed ( Read more... )