Well I was in a god mood till just now. I found out that I'm not failing history after all. I have a B-. So I called my parents to tell them and when I I called my dad he told me that he just got let go. Dont know why. So their goes my celebratory mood down the drain. I wnet form happy happy joy joy to wicked depressed. It takes my dad frver to get ( Read more... )

Nicky slept over sunday night and we had an amazing time!!! It was so mcuh fun we will deffinetly have to do it again. After dinner at my house we hung out with my friend Keith. We went to Boston Billairds and Nicky and I attempted to play pool, which was amausing enough, then we wen tto Keiths house and drank vodka mixed with fruit punch or apple ( Read more... )

i am so exhuasted. my psych test yesterday was crap but i did better on that one than i did on my history test today. i felt like i havent slept all week even though i know i have. so i went into school today took my test and then left. im way too tired. there is no way in hell i would;ve been able to make it through the last two classes and then ( Read more... )

im soooooooooo tired. im all done with classes today but im staying to listen to paul farmer and to hang out with my awesoemf friends. n e hwo nm has been going on lately. i just barely passed my math quiz. i got a 64 which means i got a D. thank god i odnt have to worry bout the nashua high grading system n e more. its so fucked up. i 90 is a B. ( Read more... )

i love jarrad!!!!!! i hung out with him tonight. poor babys sick! partky my fault and parly his room mates. i had such a goos time! i love him!!!!

im at school rigt now in the kick ass dorm room of my friends nicky and caroline. im still sick and i dont feel good. im tired...sooo very tired. tonight nicky and i are meeting crystal at newbury street so i can get my inhaler back and then im going home. im meeting my awesome friend kimmy for coffe when i get home. i miss her. i havent seen her ( Read more... )

i stayed home from school today. i felt like shit. this cold needs to go away and soon. i went to bed early last night but i woke up feeling like i hadnt slept at all. plus i threw up. dont know how since there was nothing in my stomache. so i said screw it and went back to bed. i woke up around 11 and ate food and watched charmed. then iwent to ( Read more... )

there is a giant aching hole in my chest where my heart was once held. I talked to Jarrad breifly today, meaning we talked while he walked me to my car, and he gave me the talk that no girl wants to hear. He said that things between us happened to fast and that hes not sure hes ready for another relationship. He assured me that he liked me and for ( Read more... )

so i believe that i have a boyfriend. his name is jarrad and hes such a sweet heart! he's 21 and he works in the deli dept at mb. we only met not even two weeks ago but i like him alot. he walks me to my car every time we work together and kisses me good night. tonite he called me baby. he amkes me feel special, happy, and good about myself without ( Read more... )

so lately things have been kinda crappy. the car dealer hasnt done their part of the loan which means the bank doesnt have it and if i miss my first car payment well lets just say that my credit will suck for the rest of my life. the car dealer told me when my first payment was but my dad told me to call the bank and check because i havent recieved ( Read more... )