so my boss, my large, male, generally oblivious boss, asked me if i'm "losing weight or something." oh wow ( Read more... )

i'm trying to fight the urge to believe that the meaning of all this is that i'm just not meant to be happy during this year. this fall break thing was my attempt at being spontaneous. like, "fuck that i'm broke, fuck that i can't get off work, i really want to see them, and i'm gonna." and i get shot down. the heavens literally said no. so, i ( Read more... )

one day there will be more in my life than baking and sailing ( Read more... )

so. one month ended, three months began and ended, and another month began.

and now.

guess i'm leaving soon. be lack later. don't know what's happening, but i've figured out that i can't care.

so little wind. oh god, so little wind. we didn't see above 5 knots today and 2 weeks ago the race was called halfway through because there simply was not enough air to get back in ( Read more... )

sometimes i am just struck by how wierd i am.

i definitely just stood out on the pier in pouring rain until i was certain that no part of me was dry, and then came back inside.

and now, my bathrobe is fuzzy.

right, so when you get up at 5:30 so you can be at work by 6:30 and when you get there there's no power and you get sent home again but then you're wide awake and can't go back to sleep and it's way too early to call anyone and you can't leave cuz you might get called in to work later, what do you do?

what song is that from? lord god, please tell me that someone who reads my lj knows what song that's from. laurie, this may actually be your time to shine ( Read more... )

wireless internet. internet on MY computer, in MY "house." and the adapter was even on sale. can i get a woohah ( Read more... )

so i had a south of the border adventure today. and by "south of the border", i mean "in virginia ( Read more... )