Soits 2005 and it was a strange year, its started well, and it ended amazingly, mixed in with probably the worst few months of my life, and, ironicly the best few months of my life. And those best months came with Bianca, and those months will be transformed into a lifetime, as she is my fiance and future wife. hopefully this year will go well, ( Read more... )

So i have gone through a lot of changes this year. Probably more so than at any other time, puberty aside. ;) So i have switched jobs; gotten a new car after my other one died; lost one love, fell down and risen up to find one even better, and no one can hold a candle to her; and two of my closest friends are now engaged, albeit not to eachother ( Read more... )

so its been an awfully long time since i have made an entry, so i guess its time yet again for another summation of my life......it starts ( Read more... )

So today has been two months with Bianca and its been incredible. She has stired up emotions in me that i haven't really felt before and wasn't aware i could feel. Whats more amazing is how strong my feelings are for her after only 2 short months with her. She continually amazes me and she makes me so happy. I think what we have found in ( Read more... )

So today was really nice. i spent all of it with bianca, and, as usual, it was perfect. well, minus my insecurities, but those have been eliminated. but yah, its incredible how what seems like 10 or 15 minutes turns into 4 hours...i've never had this with anyone, not even bobbi. i love bianca so much ( Read more... )

So last night was one of the best nights i've ever experienced. it was perfect, and one of so many perfect days shared with bianca in the short time i've known her. i never expected that i would fall so quickly and so strongly for someone again, but here i am, so incredibly in love with her, and last night she finally opened up to me and ( Read more... )

so its been a few weeks since my last post and i have ment to post, i just keep putting it off. so, it starts ( Read more... )

so this past weekend was one of the best weekends i have had in a LONG time. spent pretty much all of it with bianca, i'll save you all the details, but it was just an incredible weekend. definately brought us a lot closer, and she even said she was scared because she thinks she is starting to fall in love with me. that was a surprise, coming ( Read more... )

so i absolutely HATE working in wireless. it seems like the managers are incredibly ignorant to us. they insist on us "zoning," which basically means we stand at the front of the department, and act as information "scarecrows," pointing people to this and that. its sad, wireless is always 7th out of 7 departments in the store in revenue, and the ( Read more... )

so bianca and i had a really nice talk yesterday afternnon, and it seems i've misjudged her on a lot of things. but going by her comments, it would seem that her feelings for me are stronger than i had assumed they were. its a nice change i gather, and will make me more at ease i think. but hopefully things will continue on their current upward