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Evolving
Tonight, I took a moment to examine the amazing evolution I'm in the middle of.
While watching the Scheherazade ballet and great orchestras of the world through history, I found myself seduced. Then it hit me. I've always been in love with passionate Russian music and Mariachi music since I was a child. High brow and low brow. Classical and folk ( Read more... ) -
heart vs brain update
I know I should run. 5 times out of 6, she makes me enormously happy just to be around her. Today, she asked me to help her with something. It's like she's trying to find excuses to have me near her. I know I should be more picky, more discerning, demand more respect. My brain knows that, but my heart is obstinate. It skips and flutters and refuses ( Read more... ) -
FML
Tonight is definitely one of those nights I would call an F My Life. I'm at a 3 band concert with a woman I am falling for. Except that she asked me to pick up another woman on the way. The show started an hour late. The 2nd act was terrible. I had auditioned for that band and am very grateful they did not feel a chemistry with me ( Read more... ) -
Back for a reason...
So I fell off LJ. I can't get the mobile app to work. But right now I can't sleep either. I did finally manage to get my former roommate's refurbished "1 hamster" computer to work.
Because my friends are all still here and because FB is waaaay too public...I'm back.
I've got a case of the twitters (not the app), the kind that the rest of the animal ( Read more... ) -
100% chance of weather
I have come to a realization that is completely inappropriate for Facebook, Twitter, LinkedIn, or Yahoo ( Read more... ) -
I am grateful for...
the ocean
the lake
my friends
faire
money
health
smiles
babies
puppies
kind people -
mneh
just trying to get started. procrastination, malaise, terror, depression, yep ( Read more... ) -
update by the distracted
in the worky, response to warning has been sent. terrifying, but it is done. waving ADA flag in my defense.
everything's in place for guest this Friday.
All I need is a place to stay in Oakland near the airport Saturday night. Sunday direct flight to Nashville at 9:50AM means I can drive from SF if I have to, but visiting frenz is more fun.
oh, ( Read more... ) -
tarred
sleepy, wiped out. will socialize when I am skinny and don't have to work out so much. right now, sleep sounds exceedingly good. -
nose to grindstone
as usual, getting things done that I've been terrified of for far too long is hardly worth the wait, let alone the terror. A non-LJ friend who is a well established "flake" who has been trying to figure out what to do with himself had a revelation tonight. his friend at his support group told him (duh) that he ought to take some responsibility ( Read more... )