So... I'm sick of thinking about it all. I'm sick of the pain I feel. I don't understand how she can walk away from our relationship just like that. She found someone new. The only conclusion I have is that she never loved me, and she played me for a fool. I fell for it. However now, I need to let go of her and move on. She has her life, and she ( Read more... )

I closed both locks below the window ( Read more... )

So...

It has been quite a while.

Krystal and I broke up about three and a half months ago. It's still hard, everyday, to face it and accept it.

And now I am stuck rebuilding my life. I'm relearning a lot of things I thought I already knew. And that's just half the fun. In any case, I'm moving on. Or trying to.

So now, I sleep. But hello to all of ( Read more... )

Man, it's been a loooonnnng day and it's only ten (10!) I miss my baby... I have to babysit tonight and it's Krystal and my anniversary!!!! AHHHH!!! SHIIIIIITTT! lol. I have to babysit Jenna & Jacob from four-thirty (4:30) to about seven-ish (7.) After that I get to see my baby and spend our anniversary together. It's our two (2) month. Even though ( Read more... )

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Okay so I didn't update tomorrow like I said I would in my last post. So sue me ( Read more... )

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So I am totally going to Boston for five lovely days. I am so excited. It's about time I take care of myself and enjoy life a bit. Krystal is going too, so that is awesome! Yay for Robotics! lol ( Read more... )

I've never felt so alive before. I feel like myself again. This feeling is unable to be described thru words... No longer am I alone in my dark world. The world is bright again, and I have her beside me. Thank you Krystal... You've given me so much back ( Read more... )

Friday I went to Orlando all day with Krystal to UCF. She had her robotics competition there. It was awesome! Cocoa High did a really good job, eighth out of fifty-one. I was very happy. Now they go to a match in Boston and then Atlanta. I'm gonna miss Krystal when she leaves on the 22nd because she is going to Boston and then to Michigan. She will ( Read more... )