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[lawmagistrate]

I think a part of me has officially died. I don't feel the same anymore emotionally. I feel completely care free about everyone. I don't care about other's problems. I'm tired of being the hero.
It's been three weeks since the new meds, and I think thats why I feel like this.

And the scary part? I think I like it this way...

Comments

[septicsensation]

I'm glad you like it this way, it wouldn't hurt for you to think about yourself for once; as much as you help out others. you deserve it. (if that makes sense?)

[lawmagistrate]

yea I know. Thank you so much for understanding! you are the only one! lol <3

as much as you do not want to hear this

[x0fgchick6x]

I love the fact that you cared. We always had stuff to talk about, whether it was how our days were going, or how our love life's were treating us. I know I haven't talked to you in a while, and for that I'm truly sorry. I've been soo busy w/ schoolwork over the summer, and partying, and working, I've negelected a lot of friends...When I get back into town...we are soo hanging out @ Jamie's party. <33

Re: as much as you do not want to hear this

[x0fgchick6x]

if you are happy, that's awesome, you deserve to have time for yourslef, and put yourself first! I <3 ya

Re: as much as you do not want to hear this

[lawmagistrate]

thanks Sarah, but I think part of it is I'm just tired of caring. I just have to have some downtime and then maybe I'll be better.

I really do enjoy talking to you.