Wow. WTF. I'm sorry I fucking just got a new fucking job and have to socialize, but  HOLY FUCK. I do not wanna come home to a fucking fight. I thought you were better than that. I thought you knew you had me. I thought you knew I wasn't going anywhere. All I fucking want is you. But if you're gonna get all jealous every fucking time I go out I am ( Read more... )

Wow. Just talked to Matt on fb for like 2 hours. I am the happiest person alive.

I'm so glad he finally contacted me. He's coming to see me at wok tomorrow. :D
Fuck, I'm too giddy to write anymore.
More tomorrow.

What do you do when you don't know what to do anymore?
It's hard to deal with someone when they're like a time bomb waiting to go off.
C'est la vie.

So, It'll be a year. In 9 days. Wow. I don't even know what to say. I never thought I;d be in a relationship this long. I mean, I went so fucking long without anybody, and then all of a sudden I found someone, and wouldn't let go. Even when he hurt me more than I've ever been hurt in my life...I still love him ( Read more... )

I'm rich ( Read more... )

They only want you when you're seventeen...
Well. I'm no longer 17. People keep asking me, how does it feel to be 18? Honestly, it feels no different than yesterday,
I've waited since I was a little girl for this day, waited to be an adult and be able to make my own decisions. Now, all I want is to be that little girl again. Nieve, innocent, happy. ( Read more... )

Graduation [Friends Forever]

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to ( Read more... )

I'm listening to Chevelle. It is amazing. I heart them.
you know what I don't heart? Stupid little girls. I hate them. They're stupid.
YOU'RE SUCH A COMFORTABLE LIAR.
AHHHHHHHHHH.

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on ( Read more... )

So he cheated on me. I should break up with him, right? Well, not exactly.

Why do I always think I can fix everyone.
Why do I always give people more chances than they deserve.
Why do I feel like it's all my fault.
WHY.
The things that bother me most:
He fucked 3 other people - Sam Ruse, Kendra, Other Sam.
He kissed 2 other people - Jen Bailey, Cassie- ( Read more... )