http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_v1rUNlmIc&feature=related

this song is amazing!!!

anyway, its almost christmas. it doesnt feel like christmas. last christmas was worse, thats definitely true. my relationship was failing, my family was in shambles and I was loosing my apartment. if ever there was a time to quit smoking, its not now. trust me. not ( Read more... )

I havent updated this in forever. I would, but I dont really feel like it right now, I am more so going to look into the past and remember those feelings or lack there of. those nights and drunken, drug induced ramblings. I love them all. they are my constants ( Read more... )

this is the way we communicate in the dark.

ps. Christmas wasn't bad. except for the oven catching on fire twice, and my mom putting garlic salt in the apple pie.

There was once a time, It's almost hard to remember because its more of a feeling than anything. Christmas. It was something you couldn't wait for. you X'ed out the days until it came. it was the most exciting and magical thing to bless children with, I know I felt lucky every single December, for the whole month, even ( Read more... )

High winds knocked the power out last night ( Read more... )

and if there's one thing i learned in chemistry
it's that the gain of electrons is reduction, obviously
but you can't see electrons without machines
and you can't tell from my inflection if i'm being mean
and i don't know if i can take you seriously
sometimes elections depend on the absentees

june says: suck a dick and die, bitch.

Let's have a little music on this hazy afternoon.

Let's hope the tension in here finds it's resolution soon.

Radio on the windowsill, old white moon above.

God watches over children and he cares for fools in love.

I'm gonna kill everybody in this room.

i always say i love you
when i mean turn out the light.

so, I finally have the internet back, it was a long, painful week without it ( Read more... )