"so cosmo thinks you're fat.. well i ain't down with that." well, thank god. there's hope for me. heh. anyways. today i home sick. glad i didn't go to school. have to write english paper on Antigone by Sophocles. that was like 2 thousand years ago. let's keep it that way. im uninterested. well that's what i get for lacking an attention-span. is ( Read more... )

hey. im in radio shack right now. i came to visit jon to present before him the news of dana. yeah. she like almost totaled her volvo. even though it wasn't in today's plans, i decided to stop by her house on the way home from jon's to see if she was ready to come over. i passed by and found her with her mom looking over the cliff on cedar hill. ( Read more... )

hi. im good. about to go out ina little bit. with jon, and dana maybe. she might go out with todd. todd's a pretty good vocalist. awesome band, though. just passing time til i waste time doing nothing. makes no sense. oh well. this is summer. lethargic and complacent. read one book. got til the 5th. heh. yeah righ. oh well. ap kids can be bad ( Read more... )

hey. im leaving to go to lauren's house in like a half hour. im staying there for the night b4 we leave for hiltonhead, sc. i dont remember what time we gotta be at the airport tomorrow. oh well. i dont gotta worry about it. im just tagging along. so yeah. im leaving for a week, and then jon's gonna be leaving for a week or two. i think, atleast. ( Read more... )

alright. this is the 4th time ive attempted to write in my journal. my laptop automatically closes webpages and such. anyways. i ate so much already today. i had 3 bowls of frosted mini wheats, cheese doodles, chocolate, soda, and strawberry bon-bon thingies. " i feel like such a heffer." IF ANYONE KNOWS WHAT MOVIE THAT'S FROM, I WILL HOLD YOU IN ( Read more... )

in a couple hours ill be on my way to jone's beach to see blink and nfg. guess i should care. but i dont. heh not surprised considering i dont care bout much of anything right now.. "tear me off a piece of blanket, keep me warm, and we can make it." - yellowcard. "i know you're lonely and you cry, wondering why.." - ditto. i have nothing to say. my ( Read more... )

god please don't let jon move. i need him and i want him in my life. i might open myself up and have my first actual relationship with him. take this situation from me cuz it's outta my control. thanks for crossing our paths ( Read more... )

..and i'd like to see you undone ( Read more... )

..maybe we could hang some time, and do something that's on your mind...im not likely to say no. just tell me where you wanna go.. if i could see your smile. please stay.. and hang out for a while..it's just what i want to see you after the show ( Read more... )

today i learned that i might have missed out on my senior pictures for this summer. crap. a few of my friends are going to get them taken this week. heh, people were talking about it this year i guess, and a letter was sent out and stuff.. and they say i dont listen. pshaw. so yeah. being grounded's great. i haven't been grounded since i was 12. er ( Read more... )