hey wow. i'm at college right now. what an odd thing. never thought i'd get to a college class room b4 i hit college. well, that's if i was to make it to college. optimism. i'm at a college class of jon's. the professor that's talking has got a southern accent. i think it's southern atleast. it sounded kinda british b4, and it makes me sad. he's ( Read more... )

i wish the sun would hide it's head ( Read more... )

heh. im stuck. patrick asked me out the other night. i said no, of course. i barely know him. it occurred to me that i didnt even think he knew my last name. of course i told him the first night, having a ridiculous last name and all. he didnt seem to react, which i guess i questioned right off the bat. i guess i took it as if he didn't really care ( Read more... )

tonight at the concert i just wanted to take a step back. but i was dragged into the pit. i wanted to just take a step back and breathe it all in. the music was great. it what was i needed. it's all i ever need. sometimes people don't understand why i have my music so loud. well yeah, it's partially cuz i've already gone deaf. but for the most part ( Read more... )

ha. great song. it was even better seeing it in florida. it really pist me off the other day. someone on the street team had put a darwin's waiting room sticker on one of the signs outside school. i was like. ohhh no. i worked sooo hard to get down there after all that time. specially seeing them was awesome. you don't waltz around and smack random ( Read more... )

hey. i'm at my friend lauren's house right now. the plans are going to a carnival tonight. but i dunno, it's that icky weather outside where you think it's gonna rain. it's drizzling, and my hair's acting up. heh. i dunno, my friend kat's lighting a match. if she sets the room on fire, i swear. i haven't been able to get on all week cuz the phone ( Read more... )

it's so amazing that i'm gonna see blink in july. man, on the beach too. ive loved them since brett played me dammit on the phone in 97. my best friend, dana, me, my friend matt, and one of his friends are gonna go. my dad agreed on driving us into long island. we useta do the trip often when we visited my aunt b4 she moved to florida. it's gonna ( Read more... )

god i dunno. it's like, i've never had that guy to call my own. i met this guy patrick, a couple weeks back, and we hung out at this bonfire last night. he laughs so much, i love it. at the diner last night, i had my friend erica ask his email address for me. i wanna talk to him outside of the youthgroup meetings on saturday nights. he's real kewl ( Read more... )

i dunno. i wasn't planning on going to it. 3 dates didn't work out. wasn't much for my self-esteem. when you know you're gonna be the only one going without a date, it doesn't exactly boost your ego. but something told me to go. i guess im a traditionalist. i knew it'd regret it in the future. a cheap dress, and quick hairstyle. it could be done. ( Read more... )